Saturday, 25 August 2007

Suspicion Of Attempted Murder and catch up

Pair Held On Suspicion Of Attempted Murder Released (from Worcester News)


BBC NEWS | England | Hereford/Worcs | Two men bailed over knife attack

The person assaulted here was my nephew, the one mentioned previously who is a drug addict. I said here before that either the drugs or the people he mixes with will kill him and it nearly happened. This is his second brush with death first time being the drug overdose in 2001. Its also not the first time he has been in hospital after an assault. Between the brain damage and livng after the OD he seems to believe he is invincible.

I know I have not posted in a long time. I have been even more withdrawn the last few weeks. I have not been to any forums and only keeping up with one other blog (whom is also very quiet of late). The only real highlight or at least to me as it has caused much loss and misery to those affected was the floods. Where I live is high up in comparison to the local river but the town was one of the worst hit in the July floods. I feel sorry for those affected except for those who bought those expensive luxury properties 10ft from the side of the river. What the hell did they think was going to happen when the river flooded? There have been severe floods similar in the past so you dont need to be a meteorological wizard or master chartered surveyor to realise what would happen. It was crazy to see the amount of people panic buying at the supermarkets of the Saturday morning. Funny that the shelves were empty of milk, bread, bottled water and ....... pizza! Obviously pizza is not part of the staple requirements needed these days.

However it pails into nothing compared to what has happened with the flooding in asia.

Saw my pdoc again recently. He said last time we would talk about the self harm and drinking when low or angry. No great surprise that he never mentioned either of them. He did talk about my diagnosis he gave me (all six words of it) and then admitted that there were other issues but he was unsure what they were (even after three and a half years!)

Lucy is fine and just as lovely and gorgeous as ever. I think she has calmed down a little bit over the last couple of months. She is still excited about everything and still sucks at walking on the lead but not quite so puppy like.

Sister#1 who had the lump removed I assume was nothing bad as my mum never said anything else about it. She also had a mole removed and a wisdom tooth all within a few days of each other. Apparently the diagnosis of lupus was wrong and now its something else of which the best my mum could remember was something beginning with an 'F'. It seems she will have to move back to my parents for the foreseeable future so thats going to be major issue to cause loads of problems.

Sister#2 is still about the same but now has sister#1 dog

Sister#3 I have heard nothing about.

The leader of 'the group' has resigned so another one bites the dust. I have only been once for less than an hour since my last post anyway.

There have been a few issues with the neighbours but thats housing association estates for you. Full of piss heads, drug users and mentally ill in one form or another. Of course in each of those there are people who have problems and keep to themselves (like me) then there are the others which cause the trouble. Another reason for hating the warm weather is it brings those trouble makers out with the music, arguements, fights and vandalism.

Which brings me to a conclusion I came to the other night as I waited for the sleeping tablets to kick in. From what I remember (which is not much) in the bible there is a part when Jesus was on the cross and he said something like, forgive them Father for they know not what they do. As a quote thats probably a mile out but its in that general area. It seems a better assessment would be, look dad these people are a despicable species. I can see nothing but misery, violence, war, greed, abuse and poverty so best to chalk it up to experience and have another go at that whole creation thing again but this time skip the making of the humans. Well if my RE teacher read that she would be less than impressed (especially as I was her 'star male pupil' even though I only got a D in the end) and would enrage many religious people. Although the world is fuelled by oil, money and religious issues so just about anythings going to enrage someone but look around, read the headlines and its plain that as a species and personal progress we are a disaster and not worthy of this planet we are destroying.